SEMOGA CEPAT SEMBUH

Kira-kira dah nak dekat 3 minggu B accident, how fast time flies kan. Rinduuuu la kat b, takdak sapa nak ajak teman shisha. Harapkan Nad balik ja baru boleh keluaq. See, aku ni lifeless gila. Dalam hidup aku ada 2 orang ni ja lah. Nad and Zam. Takdak depa takdak la Izzati. ehe ehe. B cepat l sembuh sayang, baby tak sabaq nak berjalan dengan b. Awak kuatkan semangat okay, saya tau B kuat even takut jarum. hewhew. Cepat-cepat sembuh, nanti nak melayan gf ni pulak. SELAMAT MENJALANI FISIOTERAPI ESOK!!

BERUSAHA MENJADI YANG LEBIH BAIK :)

yap, semua manusia tak perfect and kadang-kadang hal 'kecik' boleh buat sesorang akan terasa meskipun bagi orang lain benda 'kecik' tu adalah perkara biasa :) tapi siapa tahu, lain orang lain cara .yang penting pandai-pandailah jaga pertuturan, jaga adab jaga hati orang lain .takpayah nak emo sangat sebab benda kecik ja, kalau you pun you tau marah kan? eyy, kemonlah! KAU TU BAGUS SANGAT KE?? bagus ke? (tangan ke bahu, mata keatas) ahaha! kalau you perangai pun macam good-good je camna orang nak hormat? you nak orang hormat you as the older person tapi you pun takmau hormat 'BUDAK-BUDAK' bawah you .bawah lah sangat kan~ kata hidup dalam masyarakat, dalam komuniti tapiii you tak tunjuk contoh pon? I yang tengok ni malas la nak cakap banyak kan, dah kata you tua kira I anggap you dah matang boleh pikir la .I cuma nak cakap beragak la kalau nak cakap apa-apa pun .kalau you rasa you marah orang tu marah la tp takpayah la nak kasar sangat .orang tu pon pandai jaga hati you takmau bagi you kecik hati, you tak boleh ke? memang la you akan kata "eh, dah tu cara aku kalau aku rasa aku nak cakap aku cakap, kalau aku rasa aku nak marah aku straight aje depan dia.. sorryla babe, aku tak hipokrit" habes, kalau orang tu pulak kalau nak marah dia rasa nak bunuh orang so dia pun boleh buat la. urghh! aku bukan cakap pasal HIPOKRIT ka what so ever aku cakap pasai JAGA HATI ORANG! orang atas hang pun kadang-kadang hang buat macam taikk ja .cuba kalau kawan-kawan hang pandai pulak hang ambek hati depa? cuba kalau kena kat orang lain pandai pulak hang bahasakan "hang lebihkan kawan-kawan" eyy, hang buat boleh la .gitu? WTF MAN! tapi apa-apa pon aku bab ni memang hipokrit .aku tak pandai nak sound orang depan-depan sebab aku akan simpan dalam hati ja .ahaha! jangan sampai datang sifat dendam I hokay? :)

IF YOU KNOWWW...

From the moment we are with one another, we planned to get marry and spend the rest of our lives together. During the relationship, I realized that I put out more love and feelings than I received. At a point during the relationship, I suffer a tremendous sorrow caused by him because of many misunderstanding and the lack of communication we had :(

17 APRIL 2014

That morning you and me suppose to having our breakfast together but then all of sudden I got a call and ada orang cakap yang B accident. Rasa-rasa jantung dah stop dah time. Sesampainya aku di tempat kejadian aku nampak dah B dok terbaring, cuak dia Subhanallah memang tuhan saja yang tau. Pumpang sana pumpang sini keputusannya peha encik Boyfriend dah patah kena masuk besi ler. Dontchu worry Mr Nizam I will stay by your side no matter what aite, InsyaAllah. Btw, I miss you. Dah lama kita tak aktiviti seharian kita, bangun pagi, breakfast, gaduh, lunch, gaduh, tunggu B balik, gaduh, dinner, gaduh and . Hehe, no lah bukan gaduh bertumbuk, bergaduh kenapa tak message tak call ja. Orang tunggu b lega then kita berjimba k? I Love you nigga! 

GOODBYE MEMORIES

Believe me. I was not in there anymore :)

I KNEW YOU WERE READING THIS

Thank you for all those times you stood by my side. For the truth that you made me see. The joy you brought to my life. For every dream that you made come true. The love you brought, that I found in you. Ill be forever thankful. You are my strength when im weak. You are my eyes when I couldn’t see. The true meaning of love. You give me faith. Faith in our relationship that we could work. You’ve been my inspiration. Through all the lies you were the truth. My world is a better place because of you. Your love is like a scar. Something you can’t just get rid of; a scar that’s part of you foreva. What we share is something special and something others can only dream and wish to have. Few ever find the love of their life. Guess you can say I’m one of that few. I’m only happy when I spend the day with you. When I’m in your arms you’d know by the look in my eyes that I only want to be with you. Be by your side thru thick and thin. I want to comfort your sorrow, your pain and to share joy and to wipe your tears. I have no doubts that you’re the one for me. God can only take us further in this relationship. And the times I spent with you have been special. Nothing I imagine matches the days I spent with you. Loving you is all I want. Only you can make me feel complete. I’m committed thru thick and thin and the thought of us is always savor. Can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you babe.

ONE DAY, YOU AND ME WILL HAVE THIS ON OUR OWN. INSYAALLAH 

2 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING

Cant you believe that I've never been here about 2 years. And this is the first post on 2014. What actually happen to me? ohh, I'm too busy with my babyboy I guess. hewhew :p yes! yes! I am still with him! The only one Muhammad Nizam Fadli Johari. (Alaa, tak cekang ah nak karang lagi for the next paragraph, kita terus dalam bahasa kebangsaan la k) Well, semua orang ada naik turun in our relationship kan? So, aku pun tak terlepas lah dengan naik turun semua tu. But maybe for some reason and a bit well-communication from us (tp takdakla well sangat) I've stand with him together until now. Doakan for two of us okayyyy! And for those yang dah muak tengok kami dua bergaduh keep on watching la kalau boleh tu doa2 la we all tak macamtu dah. haha! But I think I've got a very bad temper and for him, he never get bored to pamper me as well even though he's actually a bit "spoiled brat". (sorry B) hehehe. Tulis banyak tak guna, aku pun banyak benda dah dok taram nak luah. Takpaa, aku taram lagi sikit siap la nanti.

I LOVE YOU B ;**